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Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
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10:08 am - Long Time No Write
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So I know I haven't written anything in like forever, but I don't think anyone reads this anyway. I was just reading my last post and it was forever ago, and so many things have changed and I didn't want to leave it like that.
First of all I didn't get into grad school, which is no big surprise because my GPA was slightly too low and I didn't really want it, so I'm glad I didn't take someone's spot who really wanted it. So I graduated, which was fun and exciting. We had a weekend of graduations because my brother's graduation was on Friday and mine was on Saturday, so there was lots of driving and good foods. It was a lot of fun. I was more emotional at Jeff's graduation than mine, mostly because they didn't call everyone's name at mine and the stupid fucks I went to school with have no respect at all...throwing tortillas at the Governor for god's sake. The person that everyone was most excited at being there was Jerry Bruckheimer (Pirate's of the Caribbean guy). I don't know, that's pretty exciting, but there were other interesting people there too. But it was still exciting to graduate. The Monday after graduation I started my new job. I work at an employment agency helping people find jobs. It's a Monday - Friday 8-5, just what I wanted. It's also going to help me out a great deal on my career path, Human Resources. After I'm at this job for a few years we're going to move up to Scottsdale again (when Justin gets his BA) and then I'll have 2 years or so of expereince at least in interveiwing and I'll be able to get a better job and learn the other aspects of the job. It'll be good for me.
Justin's working at T-Mobile and we're moving into our own very first apartment in August. We're actually going to look at some today when he gets off of work. It's very exciting being on our own. He's taking school slow since he's paying for everything himself and it's hard to work full time and go to school full time. But he only needs 3 more classes to get his Associates so hopefully he'll be done with that after next semester. Then its on to the UA for him.
I don't know what else to say. Things didn't work out with DD, but was that a big surprise. I did discover that she's a pathological liar, one of those people who lies about EVERYTHING, even little things for no reason, like where she is or what happened today. I don't understand that. I mean I understand lying about why you're failing out of school because it's embarrasing to say that you're just not cut out for college (even community college) but to lie about what happened when you were at the gas station or that you didn't actually move back up to your parents house, just to another apartment in the same complex, that I don't understand. I mean I don't care where she went, I just wish she could have been honest. So it's done with her. Mike also left, not in the shady DD, Ben, Nate, Leo kind of way, but still not in the cool kinda way. I've never had good luck with roommates. So Mike left and took all his stuff even though he's still paying for this place through the summer and not even going to be in town for the summer. But Justin and I had to go buy a TV, but it was our first big purchase together, so that was fun (even though I haven't gotten Justin's share yet).
Well there's nothing else really...my brother's going to grad school and he's going to be a GA (graduate assistant), teaching those undergrad freshman. Him and his girlfriend are moving in together in August...um...that's it I think. Shawna's going to school in the fall, just a few classes at SCC, but i'm really proud of her. Ok, I have to get ready to go out now, i've been sitting around for hours...it's my day off, what can I say.
current mood:  lethargic
current music: Ocean's 12 on my TV
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| Friday, November 11th, 2005
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11:22 am - Fear
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I finally made a decision. I'm applying to graduate school, now, for the fall semester. If I don't get in I don't know what I'm going to do, but secretly I hope I don't get in, at least not right away. I'm so sick of school I just want it to be over. But I can't get a real job without grad school. So hello letters of rec, the GRE, 500 word sampmles of my writing, total and debilitating fear. Who knows what they want? I'm going to more school to get a better degree and I have no idea what I want from my life, no idea what I want to do. What's wrong with this picture?
current mood:  scared
current music: The Daily Show on my OWN TV! :)
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| Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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5:51 pm - Happy Birthday to Me
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It's my 21st b'day, happy birthday to me.
i just lost a bunch of money at the casino, but i won justin $320 and Dee Dee won $40. So I'm the biggest loser.
off to dinner with my love, and i'm going to drink in front of him and laugh, HAHAHAHA
current mood:  pleased
current music: Simpson playing on my new TV
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| Thursday, July 14th, 2005
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1:16 am - Faith
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sometimes it's hard to believe that everything will work out ok in the end
even if every fiber of your being wants it to more than anything
i want to have faith in the goodness of the world and that good things happen to good people, if i believed in god, this is what i would pray for
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| Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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9:18 pm - stolen
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hobbes2pt0's Atmosphere survey | Created by hobbes2pt0 and taken 573 times on bzoink! | | Without moving from your chair, answer these questions. | | Without looking guess the time? | 8:30 | | Were you right? | nope, 9 | | Is the room you are in dark? | no | | What song are you listening to? | my friends over you | | How about before that? | something by juliana theory i think | | How many soda cans can you see? What kind? | none, don't drink soda one water bottle though | | Pick up the closest object to you, what is it? | a little boat | | Can you see out a window, if so what do you see? | a tree ad the apartment across from me | | How long have you been logged into AIM? | it's trillian but 18 hours | | How many people are you IMing? | none | | If you could have any one person in the room with you who would it be? | justin of course | | What are you wearing (not to sound like a pervert) | a red shirt and jeans | | What were you doing before you came online? | driving home from class | | What is the last thing you ate? | doritos | | Turn the music off, what can you hear? | dee dee and marcus gigging | | What do you see when you look to your left? | my clothes rack with a pair of pants and a shirt on it | | How about the right? | my wall | | What is on your mouse pad? | this cool white and blue asian print i got a the met | | What is your desktop picture? | the taco sauce packet from taco bell that says 'why order a taco when you can ask it polietly' | | Have you visited livejournal.com within the last hour? | yup | | Name fthree other objects that you can reach by only moving your arms. | | 1) | my cell phone | | 2) | my study guide for psyc 360 | | 3) | the house phone | | Try typing the phrase " I type well" with your nose, do not fix mistakes. | i type well (i cheat, i have a cordless keyboard) | | Tilt your chair back, how lon did you stay balanced? | a long time, i have a slight rocking chair | | Where do you wish you were? | um....on a beach | | What will you do after this? | go with justin to az so to watch the boys play volleyball just like last year | | Diagnosis: YOU ROCK, good job. | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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| Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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12:22 am - stolen from kim
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| Monday, December 6th, 2004
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2:41 am - stupid girls
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I would like to apologize to all the men out there who have been dicked around by stupid girls. Overall, girls are stupid, flighty, indecicive and mean. For all the nice, caring guys out there who have put themselves out there for girls all over the world and have been fucked around royally, I'm truly sorry. As a word of comfort, not all of us are like that. There are some truly nice girls out there who would never hurt a guy on purpose. Ok, they are few and far between and I even have trouble picking them out. So good luck and have faith. I'm sure you all can find those rare nice girls.
-A Concerned and Slightly Disallusioned Girl
current mood:  pissed off
current music: noni sneezing and knocking shit over
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| Saturday, November 20th, 2004
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1:39 am - The Unbearable Oddness of Cats
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my cat just sniffed my face...for no reason. she says hi by the way, everyone say hi to noni!!
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| Saturday, November 13th, 2004
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1:19 am - Fun All Around
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We have way too much fun. It's decided. Last night we all went to dinner at DeeDee's mom's, it was really good. Mommy meatloaf, the best kind. DeeDee's mom and her are so cute it's not even funny. Then we went to Target because Justin had to have Christmas stuff, even though it's not even Thanksgiving. So Mike bought the boys some matching stockings and Justin bought DeeDee and I some stockings and I bought DeeDee an ornamant she wanted. At the last minute we talked Mike into buyig Trivial Pursuit 90s on the condition we played it that night and bought beer (mike always wants to turn everything into drunk strip games). So we stopped at Walgreens because I forgot to buy cigarettes at the gas station before Target. At the checkout line I see sillystring....it was my bad, I had no self control. So I bought some and lured Justin out of the car on false hug pretenses. I totally got him in the mouth and back. So he went and bought some. Then Mike went in and bought two and we had this huge silly string fight in the parking lot. It was halarious. So we get in the car and finish our bottles in the car. DeeDee was so pissed, but it was her fault because she insisted on hitting Mike in the face while he was sitting shotty. So we go to pick up Jen and think it'll be halarious to jump her with silly string. So halfway to her house we stop at ANOTHER Walgreens to buy more silly string. After some drama with the dogs at Jen's house we end up having a car chase with silly string guns. Jen's car looked like a clown car by the time we got home. We couldn't even wait till after we got out of the cars and had the rest of our fight in front of someone else's apartment while he watched and smoked. It was halarious. The rest of the night was spent playing Trivial Pursuit and drinking Bud out of cans (ew, cans). We also ate a giant (and i mean giant) bar of chocolate the guys got at the grocery store when they went to buy beer. And of course Mike tried to turn Trivial Pursuit into a drinking game, but the memory of the Beer game was too fresh and we all decided to play it normally. All in all it was fun.
We had Taco Bell at Jett's tonight and we got to meet the girl Mike wants to fuck...tee hee, the damage we could do. That was fun, but cold. Then DeeDee, Justin and I got to watch Harry Potter 3 tonight and eat more of the chocolate bar and drink more cans of Bud (don't worry we're not turning into alcholoics, we just have a beer or two every once and a while). The only sucky thing was the Nate was in Pheonix for an ortho exam. He always misses the really fun random stuff we do. Ah well, it's all good. Eventually we will hook him up with the Deeders and they'll have fun without us. We need to get Jen a good lay that does not come from anyone in the group. We'll all have to pool together to find a fuckable guy for her. Mike has to be good at something, and finding men might be it.
Well I 'm really tired and I have to work again in the morning, so goodnight all and sweet dreams.
(update on people: DeeDee--my roommate Justin--my boyfriend Mike--Justin's roommate, the tall rich one Nate--Justin's roommate, the shorter quiet one Jen--DeeDee's and my friend, little Jen, asian Jen
current mood:  exhausted
current music: none cuz deeders is sleeping
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| Thursday, November 4th, 2004
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11:27 pm - Happy Birthday to ME
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I'm 20 now, it's soooo exciting. I'm no longer a teenager and never have to deal with that ever again. The old men at the polls sang to me too. And I had a great b'day. I have the best friends ever. It is a nice feeling to have a reservaton for 11.
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| Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
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1:05 pm - Summer Etc
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So I'm moving very soon, I'm excited. Next Thursday is the day. I can't wait. I never want to live with my parents for any length of time again...it sucks. So I went to Flag yesterday with Shawna to visit my bro. We had a lot of fun. We drank with him and his friends and then we went for a drive in the Coconino National Forest while Jeff was at work. It was awsome, Shawna saw her frist deer in real life. Next time we're taking the truck so we can really go off roading. It rained too, that was fun. So I'm trying to take the most of what's left of my vacation. I had a great time in New York and Maine, it was great, my parents let Jeff Justin and I go off my ourselves in Grenwich(sp?) Village to go shopping and we got into a bar in Mahnattan with my cousin Ricardo. So overall I've had a great summer ever since I came home from Tucson, the beginning of the summer sucked, but it's all good. Well I'm off to help DeeDee pack since she hates it and I love it. And i get to see my kitten. But I'll probably update later...eventually...sometime before I die I promise.
current mood: content
current music: Maroon5-This Love
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| Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
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9:39 am - Kitten Time
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So I got a kitten yesterday with DeeDee at the pound. She's very small. She's a calico, tabby mix and she looks like three cats all rolled into one. She's only 2 or 3 months old and weighs one pound 12 ounces. Right now she's staying with Dee Dee until we move. I'll post some pictures of her when I bring my digi cam up. She's sooooo cute. Her name is Noni, prounced excatly the way it looks. (I named her after a fruit of the same name). Will add more later.
current mood:  giddy
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| Sunday, June 20th, 2004
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12:12 pm - if anyone wanted a me
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| How to make a blckroses |
Ingredients:
1 part intelligence
3 parts crazyiness
5 parts empathy |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little emotion if desired! |
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| Sunday, June 6th, 2004
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9:29 pm - Anniversary
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So Justin came into town for our two year anniversary. it was great having him here. we took care of some PCC stuff for him on Friday and then I went to work and gave him my car...he didn't kill it thank god. then we went over to Dave's house after work and went swimming with him and his girlfriend Elizabeth, she's a sweet girl and they're adorable together, i'm happy he found someone. Then on Saturday after sleeping in and such we went to Taco Bell and met Fernie at the mall and hung out for a while. Then we went to 22nd and Alvernon to talk to Adam about me transfereing and it said it was cool. He called Dennis that same day and he said it was ok, because he hates me...go figure. but thank god i'm out of hell hole blockbuster, hopefully working with adam again will be fun. then i had to go to the store to buy some ingredents for dinner. justin and i cooked bif tec which is puerto rican steak and it was really nummy, he liked his first puerto rican food. he better, he's going to get a lot more of it this summer. then we went to see harry potter three which was really kick ass and as good as i thought it was going to be. i want to see it again. lucky justin he's seeing it again tonight, but i will eventually. then we went home and had a great rest of the night. i miss that boy already, is that bad?? so now i'm back in tucson after 'droping' him off in scotts, i got to spend some time with deeders and she made me dinner, so i'm happy.
hopefully the whole gang will get to come down on friday...if shawna ever gets her act together...sometimes that girl really gets under my skin. ah well. i have a busy week ahead of me with reading for school and working and training for my new job (the discovery channel store in park place mall). so hopefully i won't be too lonely. i miss everyone bunches and i can't wait to come back to scotts, who knows when. well i'm exhausted so i have to sleep now. have a good night all, call me! :)
current mood: exhausted
current music: not much
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| Thursday, May 27th, 2004
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| Monday, May 17th, 2004
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10:05 am - scottsdale again
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So i'm chillin at my parent's house, waiting for Dee Dee to wake up. I'm using Dad's new computer that he put in the living room so he can watch TV and surf the net at the same time. I hate this keyboard though, because the 'e' button doesn't work and the backspace is way too small. anyways...so i got into scotts yesterday afternoon, the drive sucked ass, with people braking for the entire way for no reason...then as soon as i got in jeff called me and wanted me to come pick him up at the airport (greyhound). so i have to drive all the way back there and pick him up. ah well, its' good to see him. then the entire family went to see the movie Troy with awsomely hot Brad Pitt's ASS. the movie was good, a lot of blood and fighting and such, more sex than i thought, but brad pitt can be naked and dirty as much as he wants. i'd watch a two hour long movie of him walking around naked and making out with people. the man can do no wrong, so if you want to see brad pitt and lots of cool battle scenes, go se troy.
anyways, then dee dee and justin came over and we all had pizza cuz mom didn't want to cook. it was good. then justin dee dee and i went to coffee plantation at shea 14 and drank coffee and smoked, thn justin actually let dee dee drive his car and he was pretty ok with it, then i tried out first gear, we're still not friends. then we went to desert ridge and sat around and talked for a few hours. it was fun, i love chilling out in scotts. anyways, i have to go buy bagels for breakfast now, so i'll update later. if you want to see me while i'm in scotts, call me and we'll hang out.
loves...sandy
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| Saturday, May 15th, 2004
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12:43 am
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i wouldn't be mad if you were breathing on my face right now.
kazaam
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| Thursday, May 13th, 2004
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| Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
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8:30 pm - bbq and stomach aches
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just back from free dinner at el paso thanks to ruth, we love you ruth. too bad my damn stomach can't handle ANYTHING, this whole forced bulima shit sucks...someone give me chocolate cake with no puking afterwards.
i did hear from my good pal erin today! i love you erin, i haven't heard from you in forever. i want to see you!! come to tucson and entertain me, tucson sucks, also i'll be in town this sunday through tuesday, i hope i'll have time to visit, give me a call.
i will now put Gia on my computer because shawan told me to rent it and i did. hopefully it'll be good and hopefully my stomach will decide it actually likes me and stop with the evil hurting.
loves to all
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| Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
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9:23 pm - More nothing
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So nothing new really in my life. My dad wants my bro and I to come to Pheonix for Mother's Day, so I'm driving up early Sunday morning. Hopefully I'll get to see my girly (Shawna) after mom stuff. It's almost finals, I have three on Tuesday and my evil dreaded Latin final on Wednesday. As I see it I can pull an A in FSHD if I kick ass on the final and an A in PTYS which won't be that hard, if my Psyc teacher grades on improvement like she said, I just need to get an A on the final to get an A in the class, that might be possible, but Latin....I don't think i can even scrape by with a C, but if I do then I get to keep the scholarships....if not, i'm kinda fucked. We'll see.
I really want to go to coffee, or something, just out, but I can't afford it, after my cable bill goes through, I'll have 10 bucks, and i need tampons. This sucks, I can't keep doing this, I need a raise, or at least have my stupid fucking new bosses giving me some hours becaue I have senority...which doesn't mean shit to them...at that matters is how much you kiss ass, which i don't. hopefully I won't be too screwed at the end of summer with vacation and the new apartment...i don't need to stress about this. time to smoke and watch more TV
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